So I found this soundclip of Shadow the Hedgehog
and it describes me perfectly
We don’t know, Shadow. We don’t know.
shadow says it like it is
let’s get the day started with a nice big bowl of why the fuck am I awake
i wish i had a super tight-knit group of friends that i fought crime with
i wish i had a super tight-knit group of friends that i committed crimes with
i wish i had a super tight group of criminals that i knitted with